I might have to make the decision soon if I should have my left ovary removed or not.
I stood in the shower today, watching the water drip down my body. I wrapped by arms around me, and stared down at myself. I saw my breasts. I saw my hips. I saw my scars. I saw the stubble growing back in my bikini area. I saw my sleek legs. I saw my painted toenails.
As the water fell on me I wondered: how much is there left that makes me a woman--that makes me female. How much is external? How much is internal? How much is put there by society? Does it even matter?
This weekend I'll be exploring this issue. Stay tuned.
There is a lot more to you as a person and as a female than just your uterus. I know you know this, but I'm just saying...
ReplyDeleteI know this is cheesy, but one of my favorite Grey's Anatomy episodes is the one where Addison's friend comes to have a double mastectomy and both her ovaries taken out so she can avoid family cancer. The way the men react to her decision made me think through all these issues you're exploring right now.
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ReplyDeleteI can totally understand your thoughts. I feel there is a lot more to a woman than just her ovaries/uterus.
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I'm interested in hearing more about your thought process on this topic.
You are much more than your reproductive organs! Hold onto that. You are strong, beautiful, and loving. Hugs my dear.
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