Well, I finally was able to cry a bit tonight.
I feel so overwhelmed.
I was FINALLY making progress, getting the hyst feelings under control, no pain, depression manageable, working regularly, hanging out, having fun, and then bam, endo returns. Now I gotta deal with pain and meds and hormones and adapting to make things work again.
It's just so overwhelming having to start ALL OVER AGAIN.
Even if it's not really truly all over again, it sure feels like it.
/end pity party.
