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Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Endo Appt Made

I see my endo surgeon in the morning of the 10th. 

I really hope he has some answers/ideas for me.  This needing percocet all the time sucks. 

I almost had to freak the fuck out this afternoon.  After going to an appointment with Sara, I got home and was going to rest/relax/recover.  I check the mail and I got a letter from the county social services office, saying that my health insurance has been cancelled as of Oct 31. 

I started shaking and called the office.  Apparently it was a mistake, the letter went out and then they caught the mistake or something so my insurance never stopped and it's all good. 

Yeah, tell that to my mild anxiety attack.

I slept the rest of the afternoon into the evening.  I've been sleeping a lot lately.  

I need this pain under control. 

Like yesterday.

3 thoughts:

  1. Well that scare sucked. Hope that your doctor can do something for your pain soon.

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  2. Good luck at your appointment! I'm currently on the near daily dose of Percocet too and it gets old (and expensive!) fast.

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  3. That happened to me once. My insurance company had no intention to contact me to tell me it was incorrect, and I spent 16 hours in a cold sweat before I could call them to ask what was going on.

    I hope the doctor helps. I'm also dependent on daily pain meds to function at a very low level and it sucks. (hugs)

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